ApeasSsS

2009-07-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

Been Busy lately No time For blog in, Sorry Guyz!!
Hope u all understand me ayte..wink* es....lly ma lil adk
Mish u Gerl!! Hope ur doink find k..abg syg3 dgn adk ku...muackxx...
Been Busy schling werk n mostly ma project..hhaha..
Kk Before i Foget tis for some1 speacial tat i love alot, BUt NoW everytink has changed..
So YEah!! MISH U LOVE u so much!!!! ApeAsS will always be waiting for u till i close ma eyes...
Love ya!! READ below k!!

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2009-06-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

hey3, im back in action hahaa...
k BEEN busy working for tis while n No time for me to blog in..haha
working working working fucking tired cam biasa jgk..haha...
hmm Not much to say wanna take a rest Now tmr will be going for meeting damn!! shit!!! sori guyz did'nt upload our pic before schOol holiday so here goes...

Thursday 18 2009

2009-06-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

Been so long tat i've did'nt blog in...wakakaka..
HMm been busy working movers n designing stuff for ma buddy frenz, they bought new bike But ask me to design their helmet..haha apedah, kedai ader...hhaha..kk find, actually is ma idea to make 1 cause can earn some kaching2 haha... 1 pair for $2.50 wow!! if 10 person tat gonna cost hahaha..kk find.. tdy was Quite bad for me, yesterday sick, den hurt ma back, damn!! wish some1 can massage for me..hahah kk shit!!! Hmm won't be around for a week, starting next week, cause im gonna work for 1week damn!!! gonna be tired!!! gonna faint!!! hahaha... k lar im out of words Not, so any1 wanna chat with wait for next 2 week ayte..so so sori!!! wee
ApeaSs
I LOVE U SO MUCH!! TO E PERSON TAT KNOW WHO I MEANT...haix..u have broke ma heart to pieces yo... haix..
k till here..
See ya!!!

10 JUNE 2009

2009-06-10T18:58:00.002+08:00

Here goes ma day, damn tired bored n stressful!!! nid to hang in ma project by tmr at 4!! damn can i finish it up??!! damn!!! i hope so!! isyallah..Oh god help me!! argh!!! stress!!!! kk nvm2.. Here some pic tat i've Got all are candid!! cb ye berak i mean DIN..ass!!! But 1 is nOt a candid ok, it just a for fun!! weeee

2009-06-04T15:58:00.004+08:00

WOW!!!! it's been a long time tat i did'nt blog in ehk..
Hmm been busy with ma sch work n ma project.. so JYEAH damn sressing sial!
Hmm abt today KEKEK lar sey, abt me n ma frenz lar, a small fight abt e cd packaging, klu tkder bukti tkmu tuduh2 org sembarangan lar ehk, KU tk der masa nk gdh2 lagi time aku dabes, setakat CD packaging koyak sikit nk kecoh pe?! Tk der masa ar ku nk koyak kan, nampak sah sebelum aku pegang dah koyak lar ehk..kau Tk caya kau tanye kristy lar ehk, ku dah mls nk ckp lagi, sendiri mahu igt r....Tkmu pikir aku kecik kau besar pikir aku tkt..Bla lar...ku ye time dah hbs lar!! dah cukup ku bikin org dah cukup ku fight.. Skg aku nk clean diri aku lar ehk!! pls lar.. No 1 Know WHO am i.... So please stop ur nonsense ASS...

K let get back to ma prob..
Been busy for tis month, missing ma lil alot, lily n hazirah..hope they doing find i guest.. Mish ma old childhood Frenz But now where could they be?? hmm.. miss them lar sey!! ..klu korang baca aku ye blog, contact lar aku gondola!!! hahaha leh kite On our oldtime babe, cari org hutang...hahaha..
Hmm before i forget there some pic of me n ma frenz when we have nth to do in sch n stressing alot..so here goes, hope u lyke......

2009-05-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

tis wat we call nth better to do..hahaa

y!!!! must i been tis way!!! im hurt!!! i love tat person!! But y must she did tis to me!!!

2009-05-02T15:12:00.002+08:00

y!!!!am i hurt!!! i love tat person!! But y must she did tis to me!!! u Know how much i love u!!! i call u every single night tinking abt u!! y must u did tis to me!! as i did'nt do anytink wrong to u!!! y y y!!!! U Know tat i love u so much!!! e first time i met u wen i was sec 4!!! i can't forget abt u!!! haix..
ma ex n her Look e same man!!! tat y i wanna her!!! argh!!! But wat can i do??? i can't force her or wat!!! haix... U PLS come back to me!!!! argh!!!

We r back in action!!! yehaaa!!!!!!

2009-04-22T19:26:00.001+08:00

2009-04-15T21:08:00.001+08:00

hey3!!!! e geler of us!!!
wuhoo!!! fun fun fun!!!!!
here e pic of us!!!!
nyhahahaha

2009-04-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hey3!!!!
long time did'nt update ma blog...
Been busy Working, business haix..
damn tirind for me...
But quite fun actually
Business was going quite find n wow!!! make alot of profide
Damn!!! spend almost 3000 bux for all those tink tat we bought..
But nvm we get back our kaching back!!!!!! wuhoo!!!! hahhaa
working as a kendarat lagi wa lau wei!!!!! damn fcking tired!!!! damn3!!!!
wanna quit man!!!! But can't haix...
k lar not much to say nimore till here den GTg...
tata

Wo't be staying here for long

2009-03-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hiax..
Won't be staying here for long...
gonna mish ma bestie lot's especillly her , her , ma bro's, ma adk
wish u all e very best..
do take gd care of each oher.
Will be moving end of tis week or next week..
yes r!!! gonna be away at last!!!!
But sad jgk lar, ader pahit dan manis ye dekat sini..
haix....
Y must i leave!!!!! argh!!!!!
But best jgk sey..yehaa!!
dpt change to look other people places..yehaa!!!!
Mummy harap2 jdi gi ah...wuhoo!!!!!!!
can't wait!!!!
But sad!!!! haix!!!!!
wanna go or not??? hmmm...
all e best ma frenz!!!! espically her, her, adk, bro....

2009-03-08T16:34:00.003+08:00

hey3!!!!

Been busy quite a while...haix...
kkkk

Wen to changi beach at around at 9 pm night..wow!!!
had a great fun n caught some fish..hehehehe
Wen home with a big SMILE (: HEHEH..
caught a garupa( ikan kerapu ) catfish ( ikan usat ) n 2 more i don't wat kind of fish is tat hehe...
have a pic of them...yehaa!!!
wen home at 6 in e morning!!! wa lau damn tiring haix...
lucikly monday not schooling, cause i holiday aldy..nyahahaha....yehaaa..

kkk lar, here some fish tat i caught.....

2009-02-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

Had a great fun tdy!!! haha
wen to vivo, explanade n fort canning park, with min zul me, hanah n fafa!!!! took a pic abt our fashion magazine.wow!!!
hahaha...tis is wat i can took n upload, there many more, but tis pic is ma fevourite 1..hahaha
wat a romantic day for zul n fafa, min n hanah... yeah!!!! all e best ma frenz...stay long guy!!!!!
haix...
accept for me lar, hate to wen to explanade, cause there alot of memories down there...haix..
i can't forget abt her.....argh!!!!!! haix... nvm lar den, at least i have a great fun tho...hee haix...
here is a photo tat we took........

Bishan Ite FOR lyfe!!! SUX!!!!!!!!

2009-02-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

2009-02-14T00:12:00.006+08:00

Tdy is ma fcuking day of ma life!!!
have a tournament match of soccer, but turn up a tragedy, WTH!!!!
me zul, din cina, wau!!!! me, ma tight was hit by a player wearing soccer boot!!! sux!!! now i can't move ma leg tat properly sux!!!! zul also e same, but DIN! wau!!! stomach ache cause the ball had a direct hit on his stomach!!!! Damn!!!!!haix, Know reserved 2 of e reserved paitau!!!! sial r!!!!!!! haix nvm, at least we tried our best.... haix....
But den, we had a great fun tho, no matter how bad our injuries is... haix, hope on monday they will get well soon n same goes to me....

Den fAFa called zul, she said her mum went into NUH hospital, cause there sometink growing on her mum..................... which her mum operate soon before it to late!!! Den fafa introduce her sis to us.... hmm not bad actually her sis, quite sportting n fun...hahha
From there we met her dad...wah!!! look fierce but!!! HAHAHA kekek sak!!!!!! haha...
Hope her mum get well soon, insyallah..... all e best frenz, support ur mum!!!!! she nid u now!!!!!!don't let ur mum down...!!!! k

2009-02-10T22:01:00.004+08:00

Just came back home from school n alexandra hopital
Wen there cause Ma best buddy fahamin mum had a growing stuff in her stomach, poor min..
hope hys mum will get better soon, MIN! pls be strong!!! n just lax, nie semua dugaan allah, i know how u feel bro, aku pon pernah cam kau, tpi aku ye lain, bpk ku sakit minor stroke... so yeah, min!!! all e best!!! doa2 kan nk mk kau agr cpt sembuh!!! we will support u!!! i promish!!!!!

2009-02-06T02:17:00.004+08:00

Unappreciated lyrics...

I'm feeling really unappreciated.You takin` my love for granted, babe.I don't know how much more,I can take from you.You don't do the things you use to do.You don't even say I love you too.and lately I've been feeling,Feeling unappreciated.

Woke up this morning and saw your faceAnd you didn't look the same as yesterday.I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,What you want to be.And lately it ain't been the same at all.When you're here its like I'm invisableI still can't seem to see where I went wrong.Cuz I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.You takin` my love for granted, babe.I don't know how much more,I can take from you.You don't do the things you use to do.You don't even say I love you too.and lately I've been feeling,Feeling unappreciated.

Lately our house is not a homeYou come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.what am I to doWith my heart just leaveBut my feet won't moveToday is our anniversaryBut you haven't even say two words to meI'm trying hard to give you another chanceBut ooh baby I'm feeling
I'm feeling really unappreciated.You takin` my love for granted, babe.I don't know how much more,I can take from you.You don't do the things you use to do.You don't even say I love you too.and lately I've been feeling,Feeling unappreciated.

Oh when I first met youI thought you was the most perfect manThat I ever seenI still don't understand whyYou treat me like you doI use to give into your lustNow I see the truthOh no I don't want to hear it all throughYea I know I'll still be missing youBut it's not worth the painThat came from youYou made me feelunappreciated

I'm feeling really unappreciated.You takin` my love for granted, babe.I don't know how much more,I can take from you.You don't do the things you use to do.You don't even say I love you too.and lately I've been feeling,Feeling unappreciated.
Don't love me no moreHeeey wooo hooounapreciated.I'm feeling unappreciated

2009-02-04T23:39:00.004+08:00

I have fallen in love with a person on the other side of my computer......
I would never think this could be possible,Without knowing you or knowing anything about you...,Not knowing what you look like.All I know is what you "say", and all I can "see" is your thoughts.And we can talk about EVERYTHING You understand me so well !You laugh at my jokes and I love everything You say.You make me feel so pretty. You make me feel important.I don't have to hide anything from You
Are we soul mates ? I think so....
I can understand now how blind people fall in love...They "see" the spirit and the soul of the person they fall in love with.What's on the outside doesn't matter then...
And now I have "seen" you, and I think I LOVE YOU....
You make me so happy, I think of you all day, every day.

2009-01-29T01:06:00.003+08:00

Did'nt come school again, haix sick sick sick!!!!! wth!!!!
wen to acompany eddy to chong pang bought some stuff for schat'zie birthday party, schat'zie turning 1 year old!!! hahaha den went to Np order some cake at polar which was an cookie monster cute sia, lyke me hahaha, love to eat cookies alot!!! hahaha!!!! Den eddy wife was e kekek wan hahaha, tkt ngn lion dance!!!! hahaaha was fun being with dem no matter how old they r... hahahah!!!!!

2009-01-27T22:26:00.005+08:00

hey2!!!!!!

Been busy for few days....

hehehe

wen to terrenganu man!!!! yehaaa!!!!
fun sia, but ader lar bored ikit...

bought a necklas which is a crystal heart n a crystal F..

damn expencive $SG is 35 RM is 62.. quite cute sey..hehehehe..

But we did'nt buy much stuff, cause there nth for us to buy, n tat is the fucking bored.... haix..

setakat gi crystal mosque, factory of batik n a crystal make.. but the crystal make was fun actually wuhoo!!!!! can make our own design...hehe

But tat tink i past to my mum, cause it special to her...heheehe

got some pic tat we took, but i wanna bored a bird which have a heart in it..haix...but nvm i've took a pic of tat heheheheh.....

But there more pic, but den can't upload there many sia...hehehe maybe i upload at my friendster or my tagged or facebook hehehe... damn crazy, me new frenz n met new people...hehehe yehaa!!!!! mit shafiqah n her younger brother which is sha.....hahaha quite fun being with dem espeasilly with shafiwah do a fucking stuff tat wake up our all of them hahaha n wen to beach wah!!!!! fun sia!!!!! can't forget tat!!!! but mostly i can't forget wen to there bed!!!! wow!!!! their bed have a balcony sey, but no baththub, mine have but no balcony...hahahah...heee.... smoke together n many more... but smoke not tat alot, they offer it take it some... heheeheheh....with she can follow me, but den scared tat her mum won't allow me to bring here..haix... nvm abt tat, at least i have fun down there..!!!!! wuhooo!!!!!!!!!!yehaa!!!!!!!

maybe next year will be at K.L or pahang...yeah r!!!!!!!!! yehaa!!!!! will be waiting!!!!!

2009-01-21T16:37:00.003+08:00

Did'nt come school again
haix
Been sick lately haix don't know y...
hmm Wen can i top up my card?? haix..
no money cause my dad will be going for a therapy tis friday n have to save some of it..haix...
It's all my fucking fault n nonsence for wat i've did NBC!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!

2009-01-19T15:19:00.004+08:00

Long tyme did'nt blog in... hee

Hmm my dad had just cure from his illness which is minor stroke...hiax...

it's all my fault...y mush he!!! n y must not be me??? y3!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hiax.... There no nid for u too be mad at...hiax!!!! NVM den..

Hmm yesterday just came back from Pulau Ubin with my bestfrenz bro..... wuhooo..

great man... caught a fish!!!! damn lot sia!!!! wuhooo...

too bad i can only get a few pic the rest with Eddy Wife which is NANI...

N tis wat i caught!!!!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Blukang n gelama there more pic but it's all at NANI CAM MY FACE WAH!!! CAM SIAK!!!!!!!haiya!!!! wen there with,ME, EDDY, ZEIDY, NANI, AISYAA, MAN, AZRI, AISYAA YOUNGER SIS N HER BF N MAS... WUHOO!!!! FUN SIA!!!! Hmm hope we wen there again but can't cause ever1 wan gonna be busy.. same here cause my exam gonna be near... haix...

hmm maybe our next fishing planning at boat wow!!!! tat gonna be great!!! yehaaa!!! will be waiting of tat trips..heheheheheh...

Great day sia!!! wuhoo!!!!!

2009-01-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

Hey3!!!!
wow!!! wat a lovely day i had tdy!!!!
yehaa!!!!
Wen to marina barrage wah!!! romantic sia tat place.. Had fun with my family..heheheehe
Wen there played water with my sis, i kNow it's kind of childish tink to do n lame althought im 17, who care cause my tyme we don't have such a tink, so we should try it wow!!!!!! great sey!!!
den somere e wind was wow!!! n my hair become a hungry lion!!! hahaha...
wow!!!! fun3!!!!! could'nt forget all those tink we did!! haha..
yehaaa!!!!! romantic sey!!!! wow!!!!! have a pic too But can't uploaded cause batt flat hehe, maybe tmr i will upload it..
heheheh can't forget tat!!!.

GD bYE my lovely 1!!!! i love u very much n gonna mish u!!!! tc!!!

2008-12-29T17:19:00.000+08:00

Haix!!!! fought with my gerl AYUE HIDAYU...
i hate to break a gerl tat i love,
i have to, cause for her own gd...
haix..
i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!
But i can't!!!! should i or should not??!!!!
argh!!!! confusing sial!!!!!
is my desicion was right??? haix
so sorry my dear!!!!
hope u get wat u wanted
im a useless guy to u, hope u find a guy tatt love u so much!!!
But remeber find a guy who is patience nnot lyke me...
muackxxx TC!!!
Love u always has come to the END!!!
tc syg!!!!! muackxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2008-12-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had a fought with ayue again.. haix...
wth!!!! 1 week always fought n fought im tired man!!!!!
haix, wen can dis END?????!!!!!!
Hmm maybe wait for her to quit her job or maybe im no longer her BF!!!
hmmm!!! hiax hope she's decreases HER temper..
im always be patience wIth her, but yesterday im not!
haix, da lar mummy tk bgi duit!den ayue uat hal!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!
Y everytink turn up tis way?!!!! huh3!!!!!
i hate to show my temper!!! cause i promish myself to control it!
but den haix...don't 1 to say anymore lar!
evertink had happen..
But out of no where she call me n wow!!! she's quite good to me yesterday after we fought..hmm
i tink die nk uat baek sal suruh aku tlg dia...haix...
da uat hal trs nk baek2? hahahahahaha funny lar sey!!!!!
she said B CAN HELP ME MAKE AN APPOINTMENT FOR ME PLS!!!
hmm n I SAID OK LAR... I HELP U! hahahahaha so funny man!...hahahahahah
haix...
Up too u lar....
But i hope she's know wat she doing, if not she will regret for all of her lyfe!
just wanna nasihat kan die....

2008-12-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Long tyme did'nt blog in...........
Been busy for a while, having prob with my gerl n having prob with my skool works...
but evertink has came back as normal..

but my realationship up n down....
since she working at MDIS building as a Ventura era,
she becoming different n not always been herself since she working....
maybe because she stressing abt her work or she has her own reason y....
But den she always been mad at me as im not wrong, i don't know y,
but said myself wat have i done too u wrong tat u must mad at me for no reason??!!!
haix.. But im just relax myself n wait....
i know tat im always create prob with her, but now im not sey..
haix...
just have to wait n see...
tis morning she msg me n said..
(Bjuz wana sae im sorry sal smlm.. i tk tau y i mrh u tibe2..
B sorry..hmm..
I janji, i'll try my best tk mrh u agy k? i nk kate thankiu sal u tlg i gak,.erm b..tkmu notie2 k.. i luv u.. mwah.. tc)..
Said sorry but done it again.. haix...
i know im always create prob with her,haix..
hmm maybe she wanna a revenged for wat i did?? hmm just tinking abt it..maybe it's right nor wrong.....hmmm
nvm lar, hope she's cool by tmr i guest...
hmmmmm

wanna her to know tat im a SOFT HEARTED..
know matter how bad u did im always give u change, but once i've EXPLODE, tat the tyme tat u will noe me well..know 1 know how im lyke....
u can see me as im a quite person, but e quite person u must be scared off, cause he/she can do anytink tat u can't.....
But im just can't do it, cause i love her very much!!!!!!!
haix.....
hope she's understand wat im talking abt.......
Ayue wanna let u noe tat im seriously wanna our realationship to be long!
im counting on u.......
B! I love u!!!!!
muackxxxxx..

celebrate our 6 month anni!!!! hehe

2008-11-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

fucking tired!!!!!

2008-11-27T23:07:00.001+08:00

HEY3!!!!!

skool start at 12 noon came at 1 cause,

i have to settle my sis insurance n me n my mum,

my dad know nid cause his done his 1...

hiax..

Da lar lambt den nk kene sign nie lar ape lar...

asl tk call je dulu!!!! eeeeeeeeee

fed up sak always lyke tis sia...

haix.....

Hmm wanna shared my tink to u...

hiax...

now i don't know wat gonna happen to me n my family...

hiax....

my family does'nt care for me anymore....

wat have i done sia??!!!!

look lyke im not in their family anymore

i wanna leave alone wanna stay at pasir ris my second house!!!!!!!!

i don't care!!!!!!!!!!

i rather stay alone!!!!!!

don't disturd me!!!!!!!!!!

me coughing n coughing wen can it's stop??!!!!!!

i know tat i smoke alot! but now im not!!!!!

haix...

somemore cough n vomit blood hiax...

my gerl did'nt noe it, cause im scared tat i disturbing her..

i know tat im always make her in trouble, tat y i did'nt wan to tell her how i am....

haix...

if i tell her, she will not believe me at all, cause she had told me tat she won't trust me anymore.

n tat y i did'nt tell her.....

hope she know it.....

haix hope im gonna feel better by next week, cause my phase test gonna be soon!!!!

haix, evertink last minit sial!!!!! buto!!!!!!

haix......

Den somemore i have left den 2 week to finish up my design for my compition!!!!!

hiax!!!!! can any1 help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tlg i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i nid u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls be my side, i know tat im always hurt u!!! but i had promish tat i won't hurt u no more...

pls help me n, I NID U BY MY SIDE NOW!!!!!!!

who else should i ask, cause my frenz all has been selected for tat comp!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AYUE HIDAYU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Tdy was my grabra shocking n sadness of my lyfe

Hmm

Tis morning im late to skool,

class start at 8,

but i reach at 12 plus cause yesterday slept at 3 in the morning

cause i have to finish up my drawing for my competition,

wow damn tired lar sey, haix but den nvm lar

cause as long as i came for my class is wat i 1

i wan an attendent je...hehehehe

hmm den after skool wen to TTSH went to visit zaqiah dad,

wow!!! im pity her sey, cause her mom had pass away n nw her dad in tis

condition im pity for her, we wen there n visit her dad, den her dad saod kau sape??

den zaqiah reply ank bpk lar, knp ngn bpk nie????? his dad is under ICU ward...

den after a while around 5 min lyke tat, her dad said us we all to mit him, but den he said, where the rest we said nie je cik yang lain tk dpt dtg( me, zulfiqah, min eka) den he said to zaqiah panggil yang lain msk lar.... den she's reply nie je pak yang dtg yang lain semua tk dpt dtg...

den he said bwk yang lain msk!!!!!! his voice was shouted at her n us.. den he said klr skg!!!!

aku tk nk tgk muke korang kat sini... den i said to them k kite klr je k, let ur dad cool down himself ayte,.. after we left zaqiah cried, i said qiah tkmu nanges ayte, aku tahu how u feel,

kau sabar je k, cause bpk kau emotional sanagt, ccause maybe dia malu under condition dia skg, kau have to be bersabar k, just let him be alone for a while k, skg nie mari kite gi Novena square kita mkn ayte...

hiax im pity her... hope her dad we get well soon i guest..haix...

Zaqiah wanna u to noe if anythink happen to ur dad we will always be there for u ayte...

n 1 more tink noe matter wat ur dad said don't take it seriously k,

noe matter wat he still ur dad k, be patience k, always ask god for his forgiveness n get him well k....

im pity her haix....

i've still have my both parents, alhamdullilah....syukur!!!!...

haix....

hmmm

around 3 or 2 plus ayue hidayue msg me said B!!!!!!

i did'nt reply cause my pp8 gone... haix...

after i reach home i've call her n call but did'nt answer,

around half n hour lyke tat she's msg me n said

B JAHAT! DARI TDI NANAK KOL...

MY LINE NK KENE POTONG ARU NK KOL!!

B JAHAT!!!!!

den i've call again n she's reply

NK APE? MY MUM WITH ME..

Den i msg her using my sis hp, i said i've just reach home cause im from hospital...

Den she'e reply said

UR MUM KATE U GY SKOLAH..

Den i reply said, yup2 i gi skool den after skool i gi hospital..

n btw bsk aru i top up k syg...

Den she's said

U TOPUP TK GUNE..

BILL I DA KENE POTONG..

LATER KUL 1030 U COL UH...

Den i reply ok lar, mlm nie i call k syg muuackxx ayg b!!

b tkmu majuk k syg i love u...

haix y must she's be angry with me???

nvm lar it my fault does'nt call her or msg her...

haix im sowie syg... i love u alot

pls don't be angry abt tis matter... pls syg....

i love u alot sey........ muackxxxxxx

tis is a gift from me...

2008-11-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm tdy was a great day for me...
hmm went to J8 just now with min n zul, wow!!!! fun sia!!! disturb small kid lar sey..hahahah
went J8 to buy ayue price, wow!!! cute sey!!!! hope she's lyke it n there is other stuff tat i bought!!! hehehe...hope she's lyke it!!!!!
hehehehehe... wow!!!!! hehehehe
Den ayue msg me n said B LEH TLG I? DEN I SAID YUP2 CAN2, APE U NK I UAT???
DEN SHE SAID CAN BORROW ME MONEY?? DEN I SAID HOW MUCH, SHE SAID 10 BUTTS..HEHEHE I SAID WAT HAPPEN TO UR MONEY??? SHE SAID I LOST IT..HEE
DEN I SAID OK LAR, I BORROW U, MIT ME AT AMK MRT STATION AYTE....
but ikit ye lama tgu ayue n her frenz wow!!!!! hhhahahhaha....
Den she's bite me sey!!!!! ouch!!!! pain sey!!!!! hahahahah but syiok!!! hehehehe
went back at around 630 sey, cause i have to do my design for the competition tat i enter...
haix susah sey haix...
but den nvm as long as i have my teacher around i will be ayte i guest...

2008-11-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hmmm long tyme did'nt blog in,

Cause im busy for a few days,

i have been force n selected to enter a competition

which i have to design a guitar tat is foldable n easy to carry any where

but before i forgot it's must used a bluetooth headset sia!!! without using any AMP!!! wow!!!!!!

Fuck damn difficult sia!!!! argh!!!!!! argh!!!!!

siang2 tk nk ilang last minit aru nk ilang fuck sia!!!!!!

only left 3 week to finish all tat stufff haixx....

wat should i do man!!!!! stressss stresss!!!!!!!

ayue pls help me!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday not felling well, cause i have a bad flu yesterday hiax...

yesterday went to call ayue, yeah!!!! she's much feelling better now, alhamdullilah...

she's also not feeling well, it's almost gonna be 1 week she's feeling unwell,

I ask her to visit the doctor but she's decline haix.... but den nvm now she's feeling much better accept for her batok n flu.. hope she will cure fully, i hope.. i love her so much!!!! muackxxxx

N it's gonna be half a year we been together sey, yehaaaaa!!!!!!! Can't wait to gave her a teddy bear i bought, it's gonna be $............. can't tell heheheeheh... muackxxxxx

u will know wen the tyme is right ayte!!!! i love u very very very much!!!!!!!!!

muackxxxxxxxxx happy 6 month anni syg!!!!!!!!! heheheheh

Hmmm friday met a new frenz n it was a GERL from my ITe College bishan

both of them r twinx they r FAHIMAH N FARHANA both r

twinxx

here the pic of my frenz n them>>>>>>>>>>>>

im cute kan3????? hehehe perasan ye aku!!!!

hahahaha tpi tk slh pe perasan hehehe

kk fine!!! im not tat cute at alll!!!!!

FAFA her nickname n me HAFIZ>>>>>>>>>>>

we r just frenz taw!!!!! don't tink any tink hor!!!!

we just FRENZ!!!! BOTH R ATT!!!!!!!

Den went to Peninsular with Min n zakiah, every1 went there to shopping

n mee tooo hehehe.. fun man!!!! wuhooo!!!!!!
But after went to peninsular i have to met my uncle at pasir ris, n took my many back tat he has borrowed from me, hehehehe, wow!!!!!!!

hahahahahaha

2008-11-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm tdy went skool late mcm tk biasa je..heheh
but the fucker MR KELVIN sux!!!!! he said on monday i did'nt do my work fuck lar siall
i do my work ok!!!! don't believe ask miss siti lar cheebye!!!!!! fuck u lar sial...
MAT MALAYSIA BLH GI MAMPOS!!!!!!!
Hmmm wen to took ayue home she was not feeling well AT TEMPINES INTERCHANGE, yesterday was me now her, haix...
i hope she gell well soon, love her soOOOOOOO much!!!!!!
pls do take ur madcine ayte!!!! don't for get to take it!!! i know u hate madcine but it can cure ur sickness my syg.... heeheheh...

k lar now i wanna get a rest im not feeling well tooo...hmmm

2008-11-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

2008-11-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

She's gone,Out of my life.

I was wrong,

I'm to blame,I was so untrue.

I can't live without her love.

In my life

There's just an empty space.

All my dreams are lost,

I'm wasting away.

Forgive me, girl.

Lady, won't you save me?

My heart belongs to you.

Lady, can you forgive me?

For all I've done to you.

Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,

Out of my life.

Oh, she's gone.

I find it so hard to go on.

I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.

I'm so alone,

I'm begging you,

I'm down on my knees.

Forgive me, girl.

Lady, oh, lady.

My heart belongs to you.

Lady, can you forgive me?

For all I've done to you.

Don't get me wrong hor....

tis is just a lyric of song from steelheart

She's Gone

I love my dear very2 much muackxxx

Know 1 can get rid of us!!!!!..

APeas SYG AYue

2008-11-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz!!!!!!! fucking bored tdy man!!!! it's a long wat to gooo argh!!!!!!!!! haix

Da lar tk leh klr ngn ayue, ebeb plk da gi batam, zul plk ngn lydia, amran sebok kerje haix wat should i do man???!!!!!!!!! bored bored bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck fucking day!!!!!!!

yesterday can't og in....smlm akit perot cam nk mampos bdh gi mkn som2 uat pe??!!!! kan da kene!!!!! haix, aku teringgin sak nk mkn, hiax,.... hope tdy i tk akit perot!!!! haix stupid mie!!!! semua ye tk leh mkn lebih baek mampos lagi bgs!!!!! fed up sial!!!!!! wat had happen to me sey??? y can't i eat ta eat tis yyyyyyYY????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reather die then living!!! living there alot of prob!!!!!! cheeebye... hiax

On the 17 18 n 19 my parents will not be at home hiax... den ayue plk gi camp, ape nie??!!!! y must they leave lyke tis!!!!!!! haix, klu tk bgi ayue gi, nti majuk semacam haix, semua aku nk kene dgr kate die, kate aku cam berbueh bbl ngn die, haix!!!! tk fair sak gini!!!!! aku je yang kene kalah, npk sah salah die pun akku kene marah, haix sabar je lar jawapanye... sabar!!! sampai bila????!!!!!!!! sampai dia break ngn aku???!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! know way i can't break with her sey!!!!!! she my only only only only 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! know way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't leave her!!!! love her so much!!!!!!!.....
Hope after she had came back from camp, she won't be lyke e tyme wen she went to simei ITE it make me sufferS!!!!!!!!! psl those guy she 1 me to gave her some tyme haix... tat y i does'nt wan her to go those camp!!!!! i hate it man!!!!!! lagi leh ckp tk flirt!!!! den y u say so feel guilty to apeas???? haix... k lar tat was e past, hope after she's come back from camp she won't be lyke tat anymore. cause i love her so much lar sey, now tat i have decreases my smoke because of her, thanx alot my dear muackxxxx love u so much!!!!!! pls do take care urself ayte.. muackksssssss love u always!!!!!!!!
Apeas will always love Ayue till end of tyme!!!!!!!!! muackxxxx!!!!!!!!
love u my dearest AYUE......

wen can i end,tis situation????

2008-11-13T16:55:00.001+08:00

haix!!!!!!!! Y must they did tis to me???

ape yang aku uat ngn korang slh????

Hey pantat!!! aku tkder korang aku blh hidup lar!!!!

korang pikir aku nie msh budak2?? korang yang budak2, kate da 17,18 tpi knp korang perangai cam budak2??? klu korang nk kawan sape2 korang kwn tpi tkmu tarik org yang tk terbabit!!! cheebye!!!!!!

aku byk tlg korang! aku byk nasihat kan korang! ape yang aku dpt??? aku dapt fitnah? nenek kau punye lagi!!!!

korang harap je 17,18 tpi perangai knp nk mcm bdk2??? korang semua sebiji cam hendra! klu ader masalah jumpe aku klu tk der korang uang aku cam kucing!!! nk tahu knpa ku ckp gitu??

k korang pikir lar, waktu korang suke kuing tu korang sayg die korang kasi die mkn n all, tpi da jumpe kucing aru krang lps kan kucing lama kau! itu maksud aku!!!!!! klu korang tk phm pandfai2 korang cari jawapanye.. cheebye!!!!

buto! cheebye! puki mk nenek kau!!!!!!!! korang leh mampos lar sial!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat had hppen to me lar sial???? y i can't control my emosional!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck lar sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hiax i nid some1 to tok with but who??? my GF?? woooo!!!!!! i won't cause she did'nt wan to listen to me at all, cause she tink tat im lying to her! hiax....

y won't they trust me wat i have said???? haix!!!! who should i see???? haix fucking30000 stressssss!!!!!!!!!!!! wen can i ended tis situation????? it's gonna make me more n more stressful!!! hiax...

hiaxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!

hope i can handle tis situation on my own i have know1 right now accept my GF n my ite frenz, but i won't said it to them cause it's not their prob......hiax...

My relationship with ayue goes as normal as last tyme, i hope she understand wat my situation right now, tat y i nid her to be my side, haix hope she's don't mad at me, hiax....

my dear i love u very2 much!!!!!! imuackxxxx!!!!!!!

tiring day for me...

2008-11-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

hiax!!!! Tdy was my tiring day of mylife...

Wen im otw home from skool hendra dad call me again
N said hafiz cik mintak maaf ape cik da uat ngn hafiz, cik marah kau sbd cik igt kau simpan hendra n tipu cik, cik btl2 mintak maaf harap hafiz maafkan cik k, den i said k tk per cik, kan saya da kate saya tk tipu cik, den i said again hendra da alek cik?? den he said not yet, i was shock!! mane dia menghilang??? haix... after a while his dad said to me hafiz leh tlg cik, i said blh saya akn tlg cik, den he said again tgu cik pat polyclinic bustop den i said ok....
After im on e taxi he said agk2 hafiz dia kat ane, den i said pat playground yang kat2 kedai kopi veri nice....den we go toward there, after we have reach, i say to his dad n lydia tkmu igt hafiz nti die igt hafiz uat plan nie semua, n saya tahu ape nk bbl ngn die k...den his dad said ok lar....
wen i search him at playground he was'nt there haix... where have he been????? hmmm
After a while i tink maybe die ngn aisyaa, den i quickly call aisyaa, wen i call aisyaa she rejected, hmmm, from there i suspect hendra must be with aisyaa, n yes he was with hendra, aisyaa msg lydia n said hendra bit her slap her, i was wat!!!!!!! wth!!!!! haix.....den from there lydia reply kau kat mane skg??? den she reply aku pat macdonald yishun.. kkkkk den we go off without any reply or said..... den i said to them tkmu ikut hafiz, bair hafiz bbl ngn die k, from there i saw zul alone, den i said hendra ader ngn kau??? den he point tat hendra pat smoking area.. den i quickly goes off n said to hendra, hendra ikt aku jap aku ader hal nk bbl ngn kau, den as silent lydia took aisyaa n took into hendra taxi, after a 4 min hendra dad come n said hendra knp kau uat bpk gini? kau tk kecian kan papa ke?? den he just look at me as he wan a fight from me, i said to myself klu kau nk uat pape kat aku, kau pikir dulu aku kasi kau bkn sembarangan ok,
HIAX HENDRA2...

Abt my relationship hmmm,
me n her as good as always,i apreaciate wat she'd done to mee n gave me another change, tis tyme i won't let her down anymore till e end..
syg i m veri2 sori, i have a surprice for u on friday hope she's lyke it...
N don't hurt my feeling too, im always hurt her feeling sey. haix im veri2 sori...
i wanna our relationship too be long i love her so much!!!!!!!muackxxxxx
Know matter how bad u did to me i will always frgive u, but sometyme im just keeping it, cause i did'nt wan too show how mad i am, cause i love her!!!!!!!!
syg i hope u lyke wat i give hmmm...
sayang im veri2 sori tis tyme
muackxxxxxxx

2008-11-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

Tdy was my angry n sadness for me...
wen i was bathing in e morning there some1 knocking on my door,
den my mum open in n guest wat? it's hendra lar sey..i thought it's was his father or wat...
he come to my house for an apology, wth!!!! hiax....
after my bath i heard my mum nagat hendra, y mush he run away from home??? n wat is ur prob??? u don't love ur family is'nt...wtf, haix.... knp kau dtg umah cik?? gi lar balik mk bpk kau risau kan keselamatan kau.. den he say tdy his going home...den my mum said kau biar btl??? nti ader je kau lari umah n bpk kau call hafiz lagi tuduh2 yang mcm2 lagi kau igt ank aku nie ape....da lah smlm bpk kau da mrh hafiz n tuduh die yang bukan2 kau pikir cik nie ape...smlm aku dtg umah kau igt nk ckp ngn bpk kau! sekali dorang tk der pakse aku jumpe lydia n ckp ngn die ape masalah kau ngn bpk kau???? ank aku tk der pape yang bpk kau nk tuduh hafiz mcm2 knp??? aku tahu hafiz ngn hendra rapat tpi skg da tk! knp bpk kau blm pape da tuduh ank aku yang bukan2??? dat wat my mum said to hendra twinx.....

after she had said tat, she said to hendra, klu kau ader masalh ilang cik nti cik pelan2 ckp ngn bpk kau, tkmu uat gini lar, kau tahu tk yang kau menyusah kan hafiz kau tahu kan hafiz tk leh stress, kau kan dah tahu hafiz 1 stress die akn dpt penyakit yang korang tk akn ingini, kau tahukan die dulu ader migrane, kau tkmu ulang kan lagi, psl kau ank aku dpt penyakit tu..cik tk nk die ader penyakit lagi sbd cik tkt..sebelum kau nk uat mcm2 kau pikir dulu lar k...
den he said hendra akn ckp ngn bpk tkmu cari hafiz lagi klu pape jdi k cik, hendra janji..den my mum sey ok, skg kau gi bbl ngn hafiz ok...

After he had said tat,
he said to me fiz aku btl mintak maaf, den i said aku maafkan kau, tpi kau da jatuh kan maruah aku kau tahu tk!!!!! kau pikir aku tk der maruah pe, aku leh maafkan tpi maruah cam mane???
kau senag je lar ckp maaf tpi maruah aku!!!!!!! bpk kau blm pape da tengking aku, tk der bukti, n mengamok ngn aku!!!! ape ni?!!!!!!!!!!!!! hiax!!!!
da lar pape kau tkmu jumpe aku lagi n kau uat hal kau, aku uat hal aku ader phm!!!????

haix....
now i don't know wat to do now!! hope he will realise wat is his mistake...
hiax hendra hendra......

Fucking bad day tody!!!!!

2008-11-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

WAT a fucking bad day i have tdy!!!!!

Nasib tk langgar ngn lori klu langgar mampus aku tk dpt jumpe kwn2 aku n aku ye sayg haix....
tat was lucky sia....woooooooo!!!!!
k now i wanna share with u all......
hmmm where should i start??? hmmm kkkk

in the morning just NOW wen to skool with mIN den wen i reach at khatib train station
HENDRA father call me n said where is his son??? den i say i fucking don't noe....
den he just scream at me scolded me n say bad tink to me haix...
but den i say r hendra tu kepala batu tk msuk ajr ye bdk i have to say tat cause i n him not tat close anymore... haix..... wanna say to his dad klu ank cik lari umah cari lar org lain cik nk cari saya knp??? cik igt saya nie ape repoter??? atau pun investigation kepala otk nenek kau buto ceebye... ank cik da uat slh pandai2 r cari tkmu menyusah kan org, gi r uat polis report bdh!!!!TAT WAT i wanna so to his dad, but i can't cause i always respect parents....

hendra pun satu klu bpk da garang mcm babi jgn lar lari umah bdh ye jantan sial!!!!!
pikir aku nie ank2 kau pe nk peng2 sini klu dulu blh but now i won't n i hate it cause i wanted to change to my new lyfe, before anythink happen to mee cause i hate to become my old child hood... it sux man!!!!!!! fuck ye hendra aku byk tlg kau n tis is wat i get.. ceebye lar!!!!
kau tk tahu aku sgt, tkmu tunjuk kerek! kau tkmu tgk org pendiam tk der pembalasan ye, pembalasan ye bkn mcm cara gdh atau bbl, aku ye cara lain kau tk akn tahu aku, ape2 aku leh uat ngn kau cme aku tknk sbd tu leh terlibat ngn aku...
tkm pikir aku seleger atau bdh, tgk di dlm tkmu tgk di luar kau ye bdk uke tgk luar!!! tk tahu tgk dalam, kata kau sembahyang tu semua knp kau tk leh bersabar ye bdk?!!!!! bpk ajr sembahyang untuk ape bdh?????? untk main2 pe??? buto nenek kau bdh!!!!!! aku leh selenger tpi 1 org da ganggu aku, aku akn uat dorang merana mcm mane kau uat ngn aku, tpi aku tk akan tunjuk, pelan demi pelan da kau akn rasa mcm mane aku rasa dulu!!! puki mk!!!!!!! lain kali tkmu uat hal r bdh klu bpk da gitu mcm, pikir sebelum bertindak!!!!! babi!!!!!
Kau ngn mataer kau pun sama lar blm pape da panggil aku babi!!!! pikir ape aku ni binatang pe??? mataer kau yang binatang perangai sebiji cam babi!!!! ketawa mesti ader suara babi klr!!!! aku ckp ngn kau dan aisyaa, aku diam2 tkmu pikir tk der pembalasan ye, pembalsan ye pelan demi pelan mcm aku ckp tdi!!!! pikir sebelum uat pape ngn aku...klu ku uat korang akn terkencing2 kat seluar atau pun korang akn merana salama hidup korang, cme aku tknk bap aku nk tgk brp lama korang leh thn, aku tunggu pembalas ye je!!!! puki mk!!!!!

haix don't noe wat to da siak!!!!! hope i can't control my anger... haix,

hmm abt my gerl i hope she's forgive n forget wat i did, cause i love her so much i know tat she confused n rimas with me, but i will change myself i promish, im gonna treat her well n understand her, im always useless to her, but seriouly im gonna chage my lyfe for now on,cause i can't be lyke tis anymore it's suffer me alot... i hope by tis week she will be ayte, i hope so cause i love her so much!!!!!!!! hiax, but if she wanna break up, im gonna be dissapointed at myself it's gonna be 6 month we been together...n haix, my ayue pls forgive n forget wat i have did, i promish tat i won't hurt u again n pls trust me again i wanna lost u, cause u my only 1!!!!!!!
i love her so much lyke hell man n i can't leave without her!!!!!! i nid her i mish her i wanna our realationship to be long!!!! haix..... now i realise wat my mistake is..... pls my syg pls accept my apology i promish i swear tat i won't hurt u again!!!! i promish!!!! i would do anythink for u, but i don't wan to lose u!!!!! i love u so much ayg... pls!!!!!!!!
I LOVE MY SYG DEAR LOT2!!!!!!!!!!! AYUE PLS FORGIVE ME!!!!!!! PLS
I SYG U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muakcxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fucking bad day tody!!!!!

2008-11-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

2008-11-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Tdy was ok n sadness for me,
but i can't celebrate tat much cause i have not settle my prob abt me n her...
just now wen too CWP with my dad n bought something for my cousin birthday
we bought a spondgebob pillow, wen i bought tat pillow it's remind me of her cause she lyke spondgebob very much, but den wen we bought it we wen to other places to buy other tink,
as i walk to cwp i've always remember her, remeber wen her hp lost we wen to singtel service center n make a report n cancel her sim card from any1 using it...
den we wen to cold storage it remind me again tat she bought a blueberry donuts n other donuts haix... im seriously don't know wat had happen to me tdy im seriously can't forget abt her cause i love her so much cause my parents know me n her how close we r, i hope she fogive for wat i have done to her n im so guilty to hidayu, hope wen she read tis her hearts will open for me once again cause i have make a very2 big2 mistake to her!!!!!!!!!! know matter wat she did to me such as scolded me or wat i still love her n i can't leave her i have told myself n swear to her tat i won't ever leave her cause she's my only 1 tat in my mine!!!!!! haix!!! ayue pls forgive me 1 n for all n trust me again wen i msg u abt her it's was really i did'nt make any story.. ayue pls forgive n forget wat i have done to u, i'll do anythink for u but pls don't silent urself pls!!!!! im worried abt u n i care love for u very much syg.. pls my dear hope u will forgive me im begging u up n down
i know how much stress, tat y i every morning msg u tell u how was ur day n all, cause i care for u.. i know tat i don't treat well, but for now own i will promish tat i will treat u well as ur ex did to u, it's alomost gonna be half a year we be together, i will tell myself not to do wat u hate, cause i know u very much u're a gerl who is strict n hate guys touching u here n there, tat y i wanna u to give me another change i will change myself not to do tat fucking stupid stuff, i will always listen to u, but pls sometyme u must listen too me, cause i wanna fare.. pls ayg pls ayg pls ayg... i hope she read wat i have write im seriously realise wat is my mistake now n wat i have did to her wrong.. but seriously im very very very very soriiiii im begging u tis tyme pls forgive me,if i've make a mistake wrong again den it up too u wat u gonna do too me i acpt wat is ur dicision...
but pls tis tyme u must trust me!!! cause i care i love i miss u!!!!!! i don't wanna leave u cause u r my only 1, i say dis with all my hearts n i did'nt lied to u abt tis tink tat i say.. it all with my own hearts, ayg pls forgive me n pls trust me again i wanna our realationship to be long enough!!!! i seriouly love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! syg! pls forgive me n trust me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im begging u!!!!!!!!!!!! i every night i tink of u how u sleep wat gonna happen next n...........i can't sleep peace fully wen she silent herself, serious shit tis tyme im sorii!!!!! pls trust me again....
:( im worreD bt u dear....
im seriously love u care for u i miss u i nid u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE U VERY MUCH NURUL HIDAYU BTE OSMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U R MY ONLY 1 IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUACKXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
HOPE U READ IT.....

APEAS SYG AYUE

im sowie for wat i've done

2008-11-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

long tyme did'nt blog in...

wow wat a fucking day i have tdy...

Did'nt come skool cause i hate my course n i can't understnd!!!!!

Just now wen to cck den cwp den wen too sembawang park alone cause im stressing n my mum always nag n nag n nag haix, y everthing i did must be wrong??am i a bad person for her or im not useful to dem ????y can't my mum understnd me??? y3???? i know i was a bad person lst tyme but y must she treat me lyke tis as im nt in their family anymore... haix.. Know 1 can understnd my feeling n know my condition, only god noe wat going on my mine right now.. i know how bad i am, but now i've wanna change to a new lyfe!!! y can't she treat me like my sis y3???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix!!!!!! im fed up lar sial!!! only my uncle know wat my prob is..thanx for being by my side Ude(is my uncle)..... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday msg my darling ayue, i've tdher tat rahillah msg me, den she sey y did'nt layan her?? den i reply back said tat i mls nk layan cause im att n i hate to become a playboy den i say again im not a bad person bkn macm u dpt knl2 je da nk tu lar ini lar.....heheh hhahaha....bwek...

den she reply back said, yelah, semua i pe? yg jaht semua i, u baek pe, yelah hantu pe kasi num u pt die...den i reply back tkmu lar mrh i cme ckp je, btw tmr i tk skh taw...den she reply back suke hati u uh skh ke tk..ape org kesah...n there more story................. haix...y can't she trust me n understand me.. i know i've make alot of mistake to her but i did'nt mean to hurt her, cause i love her very much only her tat make me happy always.. hiax..i don't noe wat to do now!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all my assingment did'nt finished yet somemore her prob somemore my parent!!!!!! wat must i do now??!!!!! should i stop skooling or wat???? haix i don't noe wat to do right now?!!!! im confused!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!

hope she understnd my situation now... my lyfe gonna be suck n suck n suck!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But my mine said do wat u can do, don't ever try give up, once u give up u won't succed...haix...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW WAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tink i wanna have a long break, hiax but i can't casue tat more prob!!!!! haix..

hope she understand my situation now...i don't wan her to leave me!!!! cause i love her alot now is 5 month we had stead together... hiax... hope she know wat my prob.. n hope she read my blog...haix.....

MY dear pls forgive me for wat i've done n pls trust me again!!!!!!

im begging u!!!!!!hmmmmmmmmmmmmm:( :(

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS

I LOVE U VERY2 MUCH!!!!!!

FORGIVE ME FOR WAT I'VE DONE TOO U..

HAIXXXXXXX

MUACKXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

WHAT I LOVE ABT MY SYG

2008-09-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

What I Love About YouI love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and blue.

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say,

"I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

I LOVE U ALOT SYG!!!!!

MUACKXXXXX

2008-08-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

It's a very long time i did,nt update my blog..
hmmm end of july i have a something to attend n i have no time for blogging.
but den there other think i have to settle up...but i can't solve it..haix....
but nvm den......

just tis morning i just read her blog, n she wrote after i've read hafiz blog i had a bad mood...
i noe y she has a bad mood cause in my friendster profile there a lot's of frenz(gerl)...hiax
but in my mine i only love her she is my only 1 n i can't leave her for no reason...somemore she is only my type n no 1 can break us apart i promise tat i will take gd care of her till e time come...i really2 love her very much, n i hope she will take gd care of me tooo...im very2 sowie syg abt mmy friendster profile....i pwomish u tat noe 1 can saperate us away...i pwomish u dear.....
I hope she would flirt behind my back... ILY U SYG...u r my only 1

2008-07-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

7 of juNE 2008

Tday was my haappiest, sad, angry of my life i felt happy cause my darling didn't think of yesterday story anymore, i felt wow!!!..

But den! she ask me a question, e question was abt numbering, so she ask me which is my choice?? e num was 00,21,88,72,13,24,33,99....si my chico was 24 because it her birthday date..heee, so she tell me e meaning y i choose 24, the meaning was, IM UR SWITST, den i felt shock yes3!!! i was wow!!!! im so glad tat i choose tat num..hehe

Bt den im so stupid i tell her e reason y i choose 24, i tell here i choose 24 cause it ur birth date..den she said to me u re a cheater guy humph!!!!!!, after a while i said y u wanna be angry with me??? den she said im a cheater, so i felt angry n sad,haix...but luckily im a guy who is patient if not, i would be like other guy...but i told myself tat i have to apoligise to her, But her first reaction was I UP TO YOU DEN BYE!!!!, i felt wat!!! e $$**%%&&@@, but den i said again please dear don't leave me alone, den she reply she said WHEN I WAN TP LEAVE U?? den i reply back u msg like u wanna leave me...hmmmm ): den she relpy again i was just testing u jek, i felt eeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! den she said please be angry with me i noe im wrong... but i said who angry at you?? im not take it seroiusly..hehe luckily she was my gf if not..i don noe wat will happen to her..hahahehehuhu...

I LOVE U NURUL HIDAYU

MUACKXXX

NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN I WOULD LEAVE U...

MUACKXXX

300508

2008-06-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

today was my fucking bad day of my life, because i had been scolded by my dad, cause i used my sis hp..argh!!!! he said to me, y i used her hp????, den i say r, my pp8 dh mampos, den i said again i noe tis is sis hp n somemore she using LINE!! tat y u never let me used it right?????? i said myself i moe y i can't used line, cause i can't save my pp8 tat y i can used line!!!!! NBCB!!!!! I was so angry y my dad didn't let me used line???!!!!! y333333???????????? argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat is 1 prob...

2 prob was, y my darling did,nt msg me???? i noe she pp8 had died..but den y can't borrow for her sis or wat!!!.....haix.....but nvm now, she used line sim card im so gld she gave her num to me..heeeee but i was sad y she did,nt wan to talk to me???? haix, i noe she was tired, but den y she did'nt let me tell wat my prob...hiax....i was angry n sad...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, but den i told myself, y? should i gt met because of this matter????..haix..... nvm dne, i noe she tired but.haix, nvm den i understand.....but nw i had cool dowm myslf..hehehe

2008-06-07T13:50:00.000+08:00

on e 6 of june 2008

it's a secret day of mylife.... i can't tell u wat happen...

2008-06-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

On e 5 of june 2008

today was my sadness day of my life, cause i could'nt see my dear nurul hidayu i was so dissapointed at myself cause i did'nt take gd care of myself, y am i so stupid???!!!!!!!!!! doesn't eat my madcine doesn't listen to my darling ayue n my parents??!!!y3!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $#$$#@ OFF.

But i had promise that i will meet her next week cause i have a surprise tat i and my bro(hendra) wanted to gave i hope we would'nt dissapointed them..ayue n aisyaa

we didi this cause we had plan n promise to stead together, velentine day together n spent time together too, i hope they will happy with us n our dicision..heee

i really2 love u nurul hidayue...

i hope u don't leave me

muackxxxx

FiZaYuE

2008-06-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

on e 3 of june 2008

today was my happiest day of my life, i just went out with her n we had a great fun at e woodlands library whta we did was hug, kisses her pinch her chick n she was so cute eeeee!!!!!!!!!. in my heart saytis is the most suiutable gerl for me 'i think' heeee

i cant do much to her cause it's not e right time for us to do tat!!!! hope u understand...heee

but den i still quite does'nt noe her well, but i told myself tat 1 day we will noe each other n so on.

I LOVE U SYG hope she does,nt dissapointed me..

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN

MUACKXXXXXX

I HOPE, WE HOLD OUR REALATIONSHIP TIGHT..

2008-05-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

on e 30th of may 2008 which held on friday

today was my very happiest day of my life cause the girl tat i love had just accepted me to become her BF, i thnx to here for letting me n her to be together n i will try my best not to dissapointed u syg like my ex, i will promise u dear!!!! hope we can get along journey hehehehe...

i will promise myself not to flirt aroung anymore..i will i will!!!!!!!

I LOVE U

NURUL HIDAYU

MUACKXX

2008-05-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

OHH GOSH!!!!

to my dearest darling nurul hidayu,

i had just fallen in love with u n

i wish tis cmg friday or thursday i would like to ask u for a stead..heee

i hope u will accept me to become ur bf..

the fridt time i met u, my heart was pumpping like hell cause i look through ur eyes it like a match for me..i think my heart had jsut opened for u not any1 else accecpt for u nurul hidayu

i really2 love u since e first time we met at work,heee i hope u will accept my steady...

I lOVE U NURUL HIDAYU

MUACKXXXX

2008-04-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

today was a bad mood fo me because she didn't tell me what is her prob,

i force her to tell but she refuse.. haix... what have i done wrong to her till she refuse to tell me haix!!!!... she tell only her close friends, haix..im his bf also she refuse...!!!

but well what can i do, cause it's her disicion weather to tell or not, it's not my dicision...hmm i hope she will tell what is here prob!!! if not i will find it by myself den...haix..... hope she tell what her prob is...

i really love u nurul hidayu no matter what happen i will never let u out of my hand...!!!!!!!!!

muackxxxxxx